May be

May be it was meant to be this way,
May be you have to walk away.

May be I've messed up with my fate's ink,
May be my angels changed the way they think.

May be the night stars can't shine anymore,
May be I hold this last drink for that ecstasy to sore.

May be I was glowing like fireflies,
May be it was before I saw your closed eyes.

May be that night was too dark and deep,
May be you can make me a promise before you sleep.

May be I am too numb to have tears,
May be you left me some more pain and fears.

May be I am searching my self-inflected scars,
May be I still look for you among the twinkling stars.

May be I should let them betray,
May be it's time to give myself away.

May be I've to stay up till the twilight,
Or may be it would take me a life time for your last sight.

Ashes Divide IV - The Ravish

Finally I am unplumbed

I was spell bound, so were the woods. The scranching leaves, and the knocking sounds with the guilt still inside me... I could have cried; but I had no tears left. It was me, just me and a paseo with no ending. Each turn with a new mantrap, a new face of that same old garish image. The menace grew stronger and stronger like a cactus growing inside me. A cactus digging deep down into my soul with scathe, purdah and absolute abstraction. I can see my self unjustified to everything; my words and thoughts were so inordinate. All these enthral yet outrage events were meant to happen, and I can fully see why.

I can see the novel faces, the novel faces behind those obscure ones. And I didn't had any hard feelings for any of them, because they were meant to be like this. It was only me who was living in a utopia. The only thing running like blood in my mind was to go back and see if the cave still had those mulleins... 

With a baleful look and awe; I stretched my wings to fly back, just like a delicate firefly in the sinister!

Numb

It's been a game of fate or should I say a contempt. Its really a desert with red sand everywhere. Shiggling view in the burning sun, with noise of falling marbles. How I got here? What happened? I literally have no clue. I was just a slow poison that had been there, and I've been ignoring it all the time. Its like a viper right in front of my eyes with its bruised skin, with a sounded air right out of its nose, and looking right into my eyes. I can't even flick my eye for second. Earth sounds like murmuring, and a screaming voice that I know.
Burning and numb feet, then a strong voice; tearing all the air... "You are the one!". Time prevented a lot from happening at once, but not now... It was the bloody fate of mine, pointing its dirty finger at me. He was burned, his eyes were gone as if someone pulled them out, ears were gone, limbs were missing... His single glimpse told me the whole story...